Here it goes

Wow so it's been quite a while since my latest post in this journal. Sorry for that i've just been really, really preoccupied.

I started school about three weeks ago and so far i am actually enjoying it and keeping up. Probably because it's a course i've wanted to be in for almost two years (the course is sign language) so i'm trying real hard not to give in to my social anxiety and that little voice in the head that says it's unnecessary work because i will never be able to get a job where i would be able to use it. It's hard to live with all these doubts about what you are capable of.

Beyond that it hasn't really been going on anything big that's worth writing about. January is always a really slow and dead-boring month. Life is kind of always on hold during winter because there's not much to do when it's -15 degrees celsius outside and about 10 inches of snow on the ground.

I long after March when spring will come (and my 22th birthday!).